In 2018, I came home from a hairdresser appointment feeling very sick.
I had afeverand chills, and I knew something was wrong.
My husband took me to the hospital, where they did scans and found a nodule on mylung.
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I was devastated by the news of my diagnosis and that they couldnt do a biopsy to learn more.
I was devastated by the news of my diagnosis…I felt condemned.
I first met Dr. Raoof, apulmonologistthere, who was very soothing and calming.
He made me feel more comfortable because I was scared to death.
He promised me that we would get through this together as a team no matter what the results were.
The doctors there gave me hope that things could improve.
In 2018, he performed alobectomyon my right lung.
It seemed successful, and I continued to get follow-up scans every six months after the surgery.
Im very grateful that I decided to get a second opinion.
Unfortunately, three years after the surgery in 2018, they found another lesion in the same lung.
So I had another surgery in March of 2021.
They found another lesion in my most recent scan, but this time in my left lung.
We are deciding the next steps now, which might includeradiation.
Im frightened, and I know mybody is fighting against me.
But I also know that my doctors will do whatever they can with the options they have.
Im very grateful to the doctors at Lenox Hill.
Right now, Id like to run away.
I honestly try not to think about it and just live in the moment.
My husband and I run errands and get out of the house just to preoccupy me.
That way, you dont focus on yourself and the diagnosis.
Im very lucky to have such a strong support system in my family.
One of my grandchildren is getting married this June (2022), and I want to be there.
The support system is very important.
My husband has been with me through everything.
We just celebrated our 60th wedding anniversary, so I think Ill keep him around.
My fortune in all of this was that I knew I didnt feel right.
I listened to my body.
My fortune in all of this was that I knew I didnt feel right.
I listened to my body.
I recommend that people have checks periodically, especially if youre a previous smoker.
Request a chestX-rayand ask for the care that you need.
Getting second opinions is really important and can make a huge difference.
Talking to others who are going through the same experience can be helpful and comforting.
TheAmerican Cancer SocietyandAmerican Lung Associationcan help you find local or online chapters.
Verywell Health has a list oflung cancer support groups and communitiesyou can check out.
